Entangled Thoughts LXXII | 31 March 2013
- Spring Break has been so great to me. I was given the chance to spend time with those I haven’t been able to much, overcome my intimidation of others, and finish a crap load of homework. This is by far the Spring Break I wouldn’t mind reliving. But perhaps with most delights in life, there are those that catch us off guard.
- Only a few more hours until school resumes after Spring Break. Homework: unfinished. Mentally and physically not ready. Tennis match tomorrow against number one in State…fun. I’ve always thought that cramming my schedule, taking hard classes, and keeping myself busy would be enjoyable. I thought that if I kept myself from being bored, everything would be great. But there are times that I just want to let EVERYTHING go and live a carefree life. No worries. No commitments. No stress. In a way, the ideal life. And then I snap back into reality and realize that I can’t do that for long.
- Last year I was given two choices: cousin’s Confirmation or DTDP. I chose DTDP. This year, I am again given two choices: betray his feelings and continue my journey as a leader OR not participating in great an event that is possibly my last along with massively falling behind in a 2-year rivalry and spending his last days in HS with him and allowing him to complete his HS career on a memorable note. OKAY, BE RIGHT BACK. GONNA GO CRY IN A CORNER.
- Sometimes I wonder where all my motivation went? Did I lose it? Or was it never there to start with?